2nd half cycle 1

24 Feb

I have been gone two weeks. I notice I really miss our girls. I miss the simple joy of hugging and kissing them. I miss touching them and feeling their love in return. I realize I work very hard to stay in a different mindset while I am in treatment mode. I also realize my heart can’t always be guarded, my emotions do present themselves by surprise. Last night I was sharing with Aubren some of my videos of the girls on my phone, and I couldn’t stop watching them, I wanted to watch them all. I wanted to see, hear and watch them in action.

I enjoy hearing there voices and their descriptions of life on face time. They are keeping busy and loving daddy time. Aubren and I survived our weekend together in Houston. I am slowly learning my way around this vast city. We enjoyed, walks, rides, food, movies and fellowship. I am blessed to spend time with friends who walk this journey with us.

Saturday I started the second half of phase 1 of the “miracle drug”. Other than my bruised belly and low counts I feel well. Keep praying that I remain fever free and that the drug is wiping out cancer cells.



4 Responses to “2nd half cycle 1”

  1. Aunt Sue February 25, 2013 at 7:11 am #

    your girls are loved and cared for by so many but it will never be just like mommy. And you will be there soon. And you have MOM to look forward to seeing today! Enjoy your time with mom and praying daily for your miracle. Love coming your way.

  2. Kami Beaty February 25, 2013 at 9:15 am #

    It was great meeting you yesterday, Allie. While we’d much rather your presence here be under different circumstances, Houston is glad to have you and we hope we can make your time here as welcoming and enjoyable as possible! I know your mom is coming in to stay with you for awhile, but I’d love to get together again after her visit. I am praying for you and your family; you have a sweet spirit and an amazing heart for the Lord that was evident after just a short time with you yesterday. God Bless!

  3. ace rocke February 25, 2013 at 9:22 am #

    Praying for just that, Allie. Love you so.

  4. Rose and Larry Collier February 25, 2013 at 9:56 am #

    Allie, Our daughter in Houston has her spring break coming up. A good time for me or Larry and me to spend some time with you would be March 8- March 17. You may be in Ohio during those dates. Please let me know ANY dates that we could help you out. Our prayers are with you. Your post mean more to me than you will ever know. Rose

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